Everyday is a Gift

Today would have been Carston's fifth birthday, and all I can do is feel extreme heartache for his mother Amy my good friend. He was such a sweet boy, with such a zest for life. The thought of losing either of my girls is to hard for me to even grasp so much so that I can't even think about it... which I guess is the easier way to go. I think about him and my girlfriend everyday as it reminds me of how important it is to cherish the time you have with your loved ones. His loss just doesn't seem fair but I know in some way, some how God will help us to find the gift and answer to his spirit leaving us way to early. I will forever keep the Kownack family in my prayers.